53/83 I'd like to go to them and say: 'Brethren, help me! Teach me! I know not how to live!. And if I am guilty--forgive me!' But looking about, I see there's no one to speak to. No one wants it--they are all rascals! And it seems they are even worse than I am. For I am, at least, ashamed of living as I am, while they are not! They go on." Foma uttered some violent, unbecoming invectives and became silent. The wind was raging outside the window, hurling dust against the window-panes. |