I have thought; my heart has become wounded with thoughts! And here--the abscess burst.

Now I am utterly powerless! As though all my blood had gushed out.

I have lived until this day, and still thought that now I will speak the truth.

Well, I have spoken it." He talked monotonously, colourlessly, and his speech resembled that of one in delirium.
"I have spoken it, and I have only emptied myself, that's all.

Not a trace have my words left behind them.