You have some of Ursula Hanbury's blood in you, and that gives you a chance." But when October came, I sniffed and sniffed, and all to no purpose; and my lady--who had watched the little experiment rather anxiously--had to give me up as a hybrid.

I was mortified, I confess, and thought that it was in some ostentation of her own powers that she ordered the gardener to plant a border of strawberries on that side of the terrace that lay under her windows.
I have wandered away from time and place.

I tell you all the remembrances I have of those years just as they come up, and I hope that, in my old age, I am not getting too like a certain Mrs.Nickleby, whose speeches were once read out aloud to me.
I came by degrees to be all day long in this room which I have been describing; sometimes sitting in the easy-chair, doing some little piece of dainty work for my lady, or sometimes arranging flowers, or sorting letters according to their handwriting, so that she could arrange them afterwards, and destroy or keep, as she planned, looking ever onward to her death.

Then, after the sofa was brought in, she would watch my face, and if she saw my colour change, she would bid me lie down and rest.

And I used to try to walk upon the terrace every day for a short time: it hurt me very much, it is true, but the doctor had ordered it, and I knew her ladyship wished me to obey.
Before I had seen the background of a great lady's life, I had thought it all play and fine doings.