The effect it had upon me can only be the usual effect.

At first, before the actual work commenced, my sensation was curiosity mingled with anxiety as to how the sight would trouble me, though some slight acquaintance with dissecting-rooms and operating tables left me less doubt on that point than I might otherwise have felt.
As the blood began to flow, and nerves and muscles to be laid bare, I experienced a mingling of disgust and pity.

But with the second duel, I must confess, my finer feelings began to disappear; and by the time the third was well upon its way, and the room heavy with the curious hot odour of blood, I began, as the American expression is, to see things red.
I wanted more.

I looked from face to face surrounding me, and in most of them I found reflected undoubtedly my own sensations.

If it be a good thing to excite this blood thirst in the modern man, then the Mensur is a useful institution.