6/23 The cause of this want of proper filial feeling was the opposition which I had experienced from him in an affair which deeply concerned me. I had formed an attachment for a young female in the neighbourhood, who, though poor, was of highly respectable birth, her father having been a curate of the Established Church. She was, at the time of which I am speaking, an orphan, having lost both her parents, and supported herself by keeping a small school. He was wrong, for she was a fortune in herself--amiable and accomplished. Oh! I cannot tell you all she was"-- and here the old man drew his hand across his eyes. |