13/45 Except in years he was not young; he could not manage to be "clubable"; he was serious and awkward at a supper party; he was altogether without the effervescence which is necessary in order to avoid flatness. He did his work also in the same conscientious but leaden way; officers and men alike felt it. All this Francis knew perfectly well; but instead of acknowledging it, he tried quite fruitlessly to smooth it over. "Even if I was exaggerating--which I don't for a moment admit--the effect on my general efficiency would be the same. I think what I say is true." Francis became more practical. |