THE STRUGGLE FOR LIFE Then I was alone.

Around me only the wood of eternally green cedars covered with snow, the bare bushes, the frozen river and, as far as I could see out through the branches and the trunks of the trees, only the great ocean of cedars and snow.

Siberian taiga! How long shall I be forced to live here?
Will the Bolsheviki find me here or not?
Will my friends know where I am?
What is happening to my family?
These questions were constantly as burning fires in my brain.

Soon I understood why Ivan guided me so long.

We passed many secluded places on the journey, far away from all people, where Ivan could have safely left me but he always said that he would take me to a place where it would be easier to live.
And it was so.