I have taken into consideration the advantage or disadvantage of my coming over to you _immediately_.

The result of my _examen_ is that I think it better to visit you later.

If, however, you wanted me at any time, I should come in a moment.

People might fancy I came to enslave you, while I glory in the contrary; and, thirdly, that they might be jealous, or _affect_ it at least, of my coming, as if I thought of ruling the realm for _purposes of my own_....
I am now at the end, I think, of what I had to say.

May Heaven bless you and keep up your spirits.