But it seemed to me that I could not; and, instead of feeling sad, I felt joyful in my heart; and while trying to pray, I thought the Saviour appeared to me.

I thought I saw God smiling upon me, through Christ, His Son.

My soul was filled with love to God and Jesus Christ.

It appeared to me, I saw a fullness in Jesus Christ, to save every sinner who would come to Him.

And I felt, that if I was only converted, I would tell all sinners how precious the Saviour was.