[Can You Forgive Her? by Anthony Trollope]@TWC D-Link bookCan You Forgive Her? CHAPTER XXVI 17/20
"If what, my dear ?" "Alice means--" began Lady Glencora. "Let Alice say what she means herself," said Lady Midlothian. "I hardly know how to say what I do mean," said Alice, whose spirit within her was rising higher as the occasion for using it came upon her.
"I am assured that you and I, Lady Midlothian, differ very much as to a certain matter; and as it is one in which I must be guided by my own opinion, and not that of any other person, perhaps--" "You mean about Mr Grey ?" "Yes," said Alice; "I mean about Mr Grey." "I think so much about that matter, and your happiness as therein concerned, that when I heard that you were here I was determined to take Matching in my way to London, so that I might have an opportunity of speaking to you." "Then you knew that Alice was here," said Lady Glencora. "Of course I did.
I suppose you have heard all the history, Glencora ?" Lady Glencora was forced to acknowledge that she had heard the history,--"the history" being poor Alice's treatment of Mr Grey. "And what do you think of it ?" Both Alice and her hostess looked round to the further end of the room in which Miss Palliser was reading, intending thus to indicate that the lady knew as yet none of the circumstances, and that there could be no good reason why she should be instructed in them at this moment.
"Perhaps another time and another place may be better," said Lady Midlothian; "but I must go the day after to-morrow,--indeed, I thought of going to-morrow." "Oh, Lady Midlothian!" exclaimed Lady Glencora. "You must regard this as merely a passing visit, made upon business. But, as I was saying, when shall I get an opportunity of speaking to Alice where we need not be interrupted ?" Lady Glencora suggested her room up-stairs, and offered the use of it then, or on that night when the world should be about to go to bed. But the idea of this premeditated lecture was terrible to Alice, and she determined that she would not endure it. "Lady Midlothian, it would really be of no use." "Of no use, my dear!" "No, indeed.
I did get your letter, you know." "And as you have not answered it, I have come all this way to see you." "I shall be so sorry if I give offence, but it is a subject which I cannot bring myself to discuss"-- she was going to say with a stranger, but she was able to check herself before the offensive word was uttered,--"which I cannot bring myself to discuss with any one." "But you don't mean to say that you won't see me ?" "I will not talk upon that matter," said Alice.
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