I have come to the conclusion, Andrew, that I must search for him myself.

How, I do not know; where, I do not know.

But I shall not leave Paris until I have found him.
"Andrew, what I want is a friend here.

A few months ago I should not have hesitated a moment to ask you to come to me.
To-day that is impossible.

Your presence here would only be an embarrassment to both of us.