15/23 If I had not been born a dogged devil I should have blown my brains out. If I had been born gentler or kinder or more patient I should perhaps have lived it down and found there was something left. A man's way of facing things depends upon the kind of thing he was born. I went on living _without_--the rest of myself. I closed my mouth and not only my mouth but my life--as far as other men and women were concerned. |