Your father was anxious that you should be at least recognized, and afterwards bear your proper name.

You will not be going as a beggar, and there will be nothing humiliating.

As to your grandfather, he may not even be alive.

It is seldom that I see an English newspaper, and even had his death been advertised in one of the papers, I should hardly have noticed it, as I never did more than just glance at the principal items of news.
"In my desk you will also see my bank book.

It is in your name.