You will never come back to me again--not you, but a man.

And you will seem strange, and I will seem strange." She paused a moment to let the cramp in her throat leave, then she went on: "I was going to say so many things--when this time came, but they're all gone.

But oh, my boy, my little tender-hearted boy--be a good man--just be a good man, John." And then she sobbed for an unrestrained minute: "O God, when you take my boy away, keep him clean, and brave, and kind, and--O God, make him--make him a good man." And with a pat and a kiss she rose and said as she left him, "Now good night, Johnnie, go to sleep." * * * * * In the Sycamore Ridge _Banner_ for September 12, 1867, appeared some verses by Watts McHurdie, beginning:-- "Hail and farewell to thee, friend of my youth, Pilgrim who seekest the Fountain of Truth, Hail and farewell to thy innocent pranks, No more can I send thee for left-handed cranks.
Farewell, and a tear laves the ink on my pen, For ne'er shall I 'noint thee with strap-oil again." It was a noble effort, and in his notes to the McHurdie poems following the Biography published over thirty years after those lines were written, Colonel Culpepper writes: "This touching, though somewhat humorous, poem was written on the occasion of the departure for college of one who since has become listed with the world's great captains of finance--none other than Honourable John Barclay, whose fame is too substantial to need encomium in these humble pages.
Suffice it to say that between these two men, our hero, the poet, and the great man of affairs, there has always remained the closest friendship, and each carries in his bosom, wrapped in the myrrh of fond memory, the deathless blossom of friendship, that sweetest flower in the conservatory of the soul." The day before John left for Lawrence he met Lieutenant Jacob Dolan.
"So ye're going to college--ay, Johnnie ?" "Yes, Mr.Dolan," replied the boy.
"Well, they're all givin' you somethin', Johnnie: Watts here has given a bit of a posey in verse; and my friend, General Hendricks, I'm told, has given you a hundred-dollar note; and General Philemon Ward has given you Wendell Phillips' orations; and your sweetheart--God bless her, whoever she is--will be givin' ye the makins' of a broken heart; and your mother'll be givin' you her blessin'-- and the saints' prayers go with 'em; and me, havin' known your father before you and the mother that bore you, and seein' her rub the roses off her cheeks tryin' to keep your ornery little soul in your worthless little body, I'll give you this sentiment to put in your pipe and smoke: John Barclay, man--if they ever be's a law agin damn fools, the first raid the officers should make is on the colleges.

And now may ye be struck blind before ye get your education and dumb if it makes a fool of ye." And so slapping the boy on the back, Jake Dolan went down the street winding in and out among the brick piles and lumber and mortar boxes, whistling "Tread on the Tail of me Coat." For life was all so fine and gay with Lieutenant Dolan in those days.
And he whistled and sang, and thought what he pleased, and said what he pleased, and did what he pleased, and if the world didn't like it, the world could picket its horses and get out of Jacob Dolan's livery barn.

For Mr.Dolan was thinking that from the livery-stable to the office of sheriff is but a step in this land of the free and home of the brave; so he carried his head back and his chest out and invited insult in the fond hope of provoking assault.