[A Cigarette-Maker’s Romance by F. Marion Crawford]@TWC D-Link bookA Cigarette-Maker’s Romance CHAPTER VIII 25/25
But to-day he did not come, to-day when Vjera would have given heaven and earth for a sight of him.
Never, in her short life, had she realised how slowly the hours could limp along from sunrise to noon, from noon to sunset, never had the little spot of sunlight which appeared in the back-shop on fine afternoons taken so long to crawl its diagonal course from the left front-leg of Dumnoff's table, where it made its appearance, to the right-hand corner of her own, at which point it suddenly went out and was seen no more, being probably intercepted by some fixed object outside. Time is the measure of most unhapppiness, for it is in sorrow and anxiety that we are most keenly conscious of it, and are oppressed by its leaden weight.
When we are absorbed in work, in study, in the production of anything upon which all our faculties are concentrated, we say that the time passes quickly.
When we are happy we know nothing of time nor of its movement, only, long afterwards, we look back, and we say, "How short the hours seemed then!" Vjera toiled on and on, watching the creeping sunshine on the floor, glancing at the ever-increasing heap of cut leaves that fell from the Cossack's cutting-block, noting the slow rise in the pile of paper shells before her and comparing it with that produced by the girl at her elbow, longing for the moment when she would see the freshly-made cigarettes just below the inner edge of Dumnoff's basket, taking account of every little thing by which to persuade herself that the day was declining and the evening at hand. Her life was sad and monotonous enough at the best of times.
It seemed as though the accidents of the night had made it by contrast ten times more sad and monotonous and hopeless than before..
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