Helen's face flushed under the contemptuous curiosity in the woman's eyes; she turned appealingly to John.
"Mrs.Ward does not think quite as we do, yet," he said gently; "you know she has not been a Presbyterian as long as we have." He rose as he spoke, and came and stood by Helen's chair, and then walked at her side into the parlor.
Mrs.Grier had followed them, and heard Helen say in a low voice, "I would rather not go to church this afternoon, dearest.

May I wait for you here ?" "Well," she broke in, "I shouldn't suppose you would care to go, so long as it's just about the ways and means of sending the gospel to the heathen, and you think they're all going right to heaven, any way." "I do not know where they are going, Mrs.Grier," Helen said wearily; "for all I know, there is no heaven, either.

I only know that God--if there is a God who has any personal care for us--could not be so wicked and cruel as to punish people for what they could not help." "Good land!" cried Mrs.Grier, really frightened at such words, and looking about as though she expected a judgment as immediate as the bears which devoured the scoffing children.
"If you would rather not go," John answered, "if you are tired, wait for me here.

I am sure Mrs.Grier will let you lie down and rest until it is time to start for home ?" "Oh, of course," responded Mrs.Grier, foreseeing a chance for further investigation, for she, too, was to be at home.
But Helen did not invite her to come into the spare room, when she went to lie down, after John's departure for church.

She wanted to be alone.
She had much to think of, much to reconcile and explain, to protect herself from the unhappiness which John's sermon might have caused her.
She had had an unmistakable shock of pain and distress as she realized her husband's belief, and to feel even that seemed unloving and disloyal.
To Helen's mind, if she disapproved of her husband's opinions on what to her was an unimportant subject, her first duty was to banish the thought, and forget that she had ever had it.