62/65 Then, as this grew on me, there grew on me continuously the sense of a mountainous frivolity. Every word said in the court, a whisper or an oath, seemed more connected with life than the words I had to say. Then came the time when I publicly blasphemed the whole bosh, was classed as a madman and melted from public life." Something in the atmosphere told me that it was not only Rupert and I who were listening with intensity to this statement. I offered myself privately as a purely moral judge to settle purely moral differences. People were tried before me not for the practical trifles for which nobody cares, such as committing a murder, or keeping a dog without a licence. |