My past life seems to me like that of another person, and my present is like a dream.

Where am I?
I know not.

I have no power over my present, I do not even know what it is.

Whom can I find like myself, whom can I speak to that will understand me?
"This makes me still, lonely; and I cannot wish myself out of this state.

I have no will to do that--not that I have any desire to.