Am I to blame?
I feel not.

And what if I could tell?
It might be only a deep dissatisfaction which could not be made intelligible, or at least not be felt as it is felt by me.

Let us be untroubled about it.

A little time, and, I hope, all will pass away, and I be the same as usual.

We all differ a little, at least in our characters; hence there is nothing surprising if our experiences should differ.