And it is no doubt the forerunner of many more--of an active life.

Heretofore I did not see or feel in me the grounds upon which I could act with permanence and security.

I now do; and on this basis my future life will be built.
What my actions may be, I care not.

It was this deep eternal certainty within I did wish to feel, and I am now conscious that the lack of it was the reason for my inactivity.
"With this guide I ask no other, nor do I feel the need of the support of friends, or kindred, or the world.

Alone it is sufficient for me, though it contradicts the advice of my friends and all my former life.