They do not understand me, but if I am what my consciousness, my heart, lead me to feel--if I am not deceived--why then I can wait.

Yes, patiently wait.

Is not this the first time since I have been here that I have recovered myself?
Do I not feel that I have something to receive here, to add to, to increase my highest life, which I have never felt anywhere else?
"Is this sufficient to keep me here?
If I can prophesy, I must say no.

I feel that it will not fill my capacity.

O God! strengthen my resolution.