You must just imagine it.

I behaved terribly to you--and I've disgraced the dear friends, Matthew and Marilla, who have let me stay at Green Gables although I'm not a boy.

I'm a dreadfully wicked and ungrateful girl, and I deserve to be punished and cast out by respectable people forever.

It was very wicked of me to fly into a temper because you told me the truth.

It WAS the truth; every word you said was true.