[A Canadian Heroine, Volume 2 by Mrs. Harry Coghill]@TWC D-Link bookA Canadian Heroine, Volume 2 CHAPTER IV 8/12
Then I will give you what advice and help I can; of my truest and warmest sympathy I know I need give you no assurance." To both mother and daughter this note brought comfort, though Lucia had no knowledge whatever of the many thoughts regarding her father which had begun to occupy her mother's mind.
To her, strange and unnatural as it may seem, he was simply an object of fear and abhorrence.
She hated him as the cause of her mother's sufferings, of their false and insecure position, and of the self-loathing which possessed her when she thought of their relationship.
The idea of any wifely duty owing to him could never have struck her, for what visions of married life she had, belonged to a world totally unlike that of her parents' experience, and she regarded what she knew of that as something beyond all reach of ordinary rules or feelings. Yet much as she would have wondered had she known it, her mother's thoughts were coming to be hour by hour more occupied with that long unseen and dreaded husband, who had indeed been her tyrant, but who was still bound to her by ties of her own weaving, and who was the father of her child.
A strange mixture of feelings had taken the place of her old fear and disgust; there was still horror, especially of the new guilt which separated him more than ever from her purer world, but there was a deep and yearning pity also.
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