12/24 The misery of his loneliness took hold of Toyner till it almost felt like despair. Who was he, unlearned, very sinful, even now shaken with the palsy of recent excess--who was he to bandy words with a holy man? The new idea that possessed him was what he lived by, and yet alone with it he did not gather strength from it to walk upright. Did the father sin? Most things, sir, that you hold about God I can hold too. |