"She could get me a place in her ladyship's household, under herself.

I might go, but, Miss Bawn, I'd never know the day nor the hour he mightn't draw me back to him.

All the same, you mustn't think me a bad girl, Miss Bawn.

It isn't right for him or for me; sure, I know it isn't.

I can't say my prayers as I used to.