[Scenes of Clerical Life by George Eliot]@TWC D-Link bookScenes of Clerical Life CHAPTER 12 15/18
Trust in me always, dearest Caterina, as--whatever may come--your faithful friend and brother, 'Maynard Gilfil.' Caterina was at first too terribly stung by the words about Captain Wybrow to think of the difficulty which threatened her--to think either of what Sir Christopher would say to her, or of what she could say in reply.
Bitter sense of injury, fierce resentment, left no room for fear. With the poisoned garment upon him, the victim writhes under the torture--he has no thought of the coming death. Anthony could do this!--Of this there could be no explanation but the coolest contempt for her feelings, the basest sacrifice of all the consideration and tenderness he owed her to the ease of his position with Miss Assher.No.It was worse than that: it was deliberate, gratuitous cruelty.
He wanted to show her how he despised her; he wanted to make her feel her folly in having ever believed that he loved her. The last crystal drops of trust and tenderness, she thought, were dried up; all was parched, fiery hatred.
Now she need no longer check her resentment by the fear of doing him an injustice: he _had_ trifled with her, as Maynard had said; he _had_ been reckless of her; and now he was base and cruel.
She had cause enough for her bitterness and anger; they were not so wicked as they had seemed to her. As these thoughts were hurrying after each other like so many sharp throbs of fevered pain, she shed no tear.
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