7/11 I'm not worse than others; I'm not half so bad as fifty older fellows who ought to know better; but I'm _sorry_, and 'tisn't easy to say that, for I'm as proud, proud as the devil, proud as you; and if it were to my Maker, what more can I say? 'Listen to me--by Heaven, you shall. I've fought a hard battle, Sir! I've tried to forget her--to _hate_ her--it won't do. I tell you, Dr.Walsingham, 'tis not in your nature to comprehend the intensity of my love--you can't. |