2/18 "I can never condemn some forms of evil as I once did, for now I have felt temptation myself. I--I have even learned to doubt my own strength of character. I walked past a great hotel last evening, and looked in through the windows, at the dining-room. It was brilliant with electric lights, in rose globes over the spotless tables, and hundreds of people were gathered about eating and drinking. I had no strength left, no virtue--I was in heart a criminal. |