44/45 An empty cab passed me at the moment. In sheer despair I stopped him, and when he said 'Where to ?' in sheer despair again I answered, 'Mablethorpe House.' "Of what I have suffered in secret since my own successful deception established me under Lady Janet's care I shall say nothing. Many things which must have surprised you in my conduct are made plain to you by this time. You must have noticed long since that I was not a happy woman. |