5/17 The idea of taking my mother seriously!" He burst out laughing again. "My darling, you don't know how you amuse me." It was all forced: it was all unnatural. He, the most delicate, the most refined of men--a gentleman in the highest sense of the word--was coarse and loud and vulgar! My heart sank under a sudden sense of misgiving which, with all my love for him, it was impossible to resist. In unutterable distress and alarm I asked myself, "Is my husband beginning to deceive me? I determined, on my side, to accept his point of view. |