4/18 I said, "Eustace, look at me." He slowly lifted his eyes to my face--eyes cold and clear and tearless--looking at me in steady resignation, in immovable despair. In the utter wretchedness of that moment, I was like him; I was as quiet and as cold as my husband. He chilled, he froze me. He sighed bitterly to himself. "Poor woman!" he said, as a stranger might have said, pitying me. |