We sat down to table.
Charm, sweetness, spontaneity, Marguerite had them all, and I was forced from time to time to admit that I had no right to ask of her anything else; that many people would be very happy to be in my place; and that, like Virgil's shepherd, I had only to enjoy the pleasures that a god, or rather a goddess, set before me.
I tried to put in practice the theories of Prudence, and to be as gay as my two companions; but what was natural in them was on my part an effort, and the nervous laughter, whose source they did not detect, was nearer to tears than to mirth.
At last the supper was over and I was alone with Marguerite.

She sat down as usual on the hearthrug before the fire and gazed sadly into the flames.

What was she thinking of?
I know not.

As for me, I looked at her with a mingling of love and terror, as I thought of all that I was ready to suffer for her sake.
"Do you know what I am thinking of ?" "No." "Of a plan that has come into my head." "And what is this plan ?" "I can't tell you yet, but I can tell you what the result would be.

The result would be that in a month I should be free, I should have no more debts, and we could go and spend the summer in the country." "And you can't tell me by what means ?" "No, only love me as I love you, and all will succeed." "And have you made this plan all by yourself ?" "Yes." "And you will carry it out all by yourself ?" "I alone shall have the trouble of it," said Marguerite, with a smile which I shall never forget, "but we shall both partake its benefits." I could not help flushing at the word benefits; I thought of Manon Lescaut squandering with Desgrieux the money of M.de B.
I replied in a hard voice, rising from my seat: "You must permit me, my dear Marguerite, to share only the benefits of those enterprises which I have conceived and carried out myself." "What does that mean ?" "It means that I have a strong suspicion that M.de G.is to be your associate in this pretty plan, of which I can accept neither the cost nor the benefits." "What a child you are! I thought you loved me.