[fils Camille (La Dame aux Camilias) by Alexandre Dumas]@TWC D-Link bookfils Camille (La Dame aux Camilias) CHAPTER 12 2/9
See how young girls are watched and guarded! The walls of convents are not high enough, mothers have no locks strong enough, religion has no duties constant enough, to shut these charming birds in their cages, cages not even strewn with flowers. Then how surely must they desire the world which is hidden from them, how surely must they find it tempting, how surely must they listen to the first voice which comes to tell its secrets through their bars, and bless the hand which is the first to raise a corner of the mysterious veil! But to be really loved by a courtesan: that is a victory of infinitely greater difficulty.
With them the body has worn out the soul, the senses have burned up the heart, dissipation has blunted the feelings.
They have long known the words that we say to them, the means we use; they have sold the love that they inspire.
They love by profession, and not by instinct.
They are guarded better by their calculations than a virgin by her mother and her convent; and they have invented the word caprice for that unbartered love which they allow themselves from time to time, for a rest, for an excuse, for a consolation, like usurers, who cheat a thousand, and think they have bought their own redemption by once lending a sovereign to a poor devil who is dying of hunger without asking for interest or a receipt. Then, when God allows love to a courtesan, that love, which at first seems like a pardon, becomes for her almost without penitence.
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