Well, for Heaven's sake, take care of yourself, and do not live as you are living now." "If I took care of myself I should die.

All that supports me is the feverish life I lead.

Then, as for taking care of oneself, that is all very well for women with families and friends; as for us, from the moment we can no longer serve the vanity or the pleasure of our lovers, they leave us, and long nights follow long days.

I know it.

I was in bed for two months, and after three weeks no one came to see me." "It is true I am nothing to you," I went on, "but if you will let me, I will look after you like a brother, I will never leave your side, and I will cure you.