Though it is false I will ponder over it; I will think that true which is false.
But I cannot go to Calcutta; I should not see him.

I cannot, cannot go; yet if not, what shall I do?
If Kamal's words are true, then those who have done so much for me are being made to suffer through me.

I can see that there is something in Surja Mukhi's mind.

True or false I will have to go; but I cannot! Then I must drown myself.

If I must die I will die! Oh, my father! did you leave me here to such a fate ?" Then Kunda, putting her hands to her face, gave way to weeping.
Suddenly the vision flashed into her mind; she started as if at a flash of lightning.