[The Rivals of Acadia by Harriet Vaughan Cheney]@TWC D-Link bookThe Rivals of Acadia CHAPTER XIX 10/11
Her conduct towards him was marked by the most unvarying sweetness, and a studious deference to his wishes; they, however, seldom met, but in a crowd; for she sought society with an eagerness, which seemed the result of choice, while it was, in reality, a vain attempt to relieve the restlessness and melancholy that oppressed her.
In public, her spirits were supported by an artificial excitement, and her gaiety seemed unimpaired; but, when alone with me, the constant companion of her solitary hours, and the sole confidant of her thoughts, she yielded to the most alarming depression.
Her health evidently suffered from this disordered state of mind; but she uttered no complaint, and from her husband, particularly, concealed every symptom of illness, and appeared with her accustomed cheerfulness.
Strange as it may seem, her gaiety chagrined him; he fancied her trifling with, or indifferent to, his happiness, and satisfied with the pleasures which courted her, without a wish for his participation.
He little knew,--for his better feelings were warped by a morbid imagination,--how gladly she would have exchanged every other blessing for one assurance of returning confidence and affection. "Your mother's spirits faintly revived, on the approach of spring.
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