She was careful for him always, as a mother is for a delicate child, as a sick nurse is for a patient.

She could not have endured to give him the pain of hearing her denial, even if such denial would have expressed her attitude truly.
"Indeed, Angel, I--I know that you--" she faltered.
The trouble in his face was growing.

"Has not _God_ made the signs of his presence clear to us, and even visible before our eyes?
If thou shouldst deny the outward signs, is it not by his grace that we live?
Susannah, dost thou think that it is in me by nature to bear with the infirmities and murmurings of our people as I bear with them daily--babes as they are, learning, but not yet having learned, to live at peace with one another?
Or dost thou think that it is in me to forgive daily the outrageous acts and words of our enemies, trying as they do to injure our innocent brothers, or even our prophet himself?
Yet, Susannah" (his voice was stirred with emotion), "I would bear witness to thee that every day, as I pray, the anger is taken out of my heart, and I can deal with these very men in the spirit of love." Standing erect before him, confused and distressed, she made another effort to soothe, even taking his hand from her shoulder and trying to caress it between her own, but so tense was the question in his mind that his fingers were limp and unresponsive to her touch.
"I know all that you would say, Angel; I know that you are good; I know that our people, although they have many faults, are trying to do right, and I believe that the people in other sects around us are far more wicked, but--Mr.Finney is not like that." "Dear heart, thou knowest well that there is no goodness but that which comes from above, and although this Mr.Finney may have a show of goodness, as thou or I might have in his place, yet what avail can his preaching be if God be not with him?
So what show of goodness he has only aideth the devil; for how can it be possible, when two armies are encamped one against another, that God can fight upon both sides?
Is Christ divided ?" A loud knock came to the outer door; Elder Halsey was late in getting to his work; men were waiting for him.

He let the sound of the raps die away before he answered them; his searching look was upon her face, hungering for some assurance that his words had met and slain her doubts.

Then he was forced to leave her.
It was easy for Susannah to obtain a horse to go to the village of Hiram.