[The Half-Hearted by John Buchan]@TWC D-Link bookThe Half-Hearted CHAPTER XIV 9/28
These were her own people, the workers for whom she had craved.
And yet--were they so desirable? Her father's grave, keen face pleased her always, but what of the others? The radiant gentlewomen whom she had met with the Manorwaters seemed to belong to another world than this of petty social struggling and awkward ostentation.
And the men! Doubtless they were foolish, dilettanti, barbarians of sport, half-hearted and unpractical! And she shut her heart to any voice which would defend them. Lewis drove over to dine some four days later with dismal presentiments. The same hopeless self-contempt which had hung over him for weeks was still weighing on his soul.
He dreaded the verdict of Alice's eyes, and in a heart which held only kindness he looked for a cold criticism.
It was this despair which made his position hopeless He would never take his chance; there could be no opportunity for the truth to become clear to both; for in his plate-armour of despair he was shielded against the world.
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