[Corinne, Volume 1 (of 2) by Mme de Stael]@TWC D-Link bookCorinne, Volume 1 (of 2) CHAPTER iv 4/4
What would be his fortune, then, if he could at once revive the recollections of his native country, and receive by imagination a new existence,--live again for the future without forgetting the past! In the midst of his reveries, Oswald found himself upon the bridge of St Angelo, which leads to the castle of the same name, or rather to the tomb of Adrian, which has been converted into a fortress.
The silence of the place, the pale waves of the Tiber, the moon-beams which shed their mild radiance upon the statues placed on the bridge, and gave to those statues the appearance of white spectres steadfastly regarding the current of the waters, and the flight of time which no longer concerned them; all these objects led him back to his habitual ideas.
He put his hand upon his breast, and felt the portrait of his father which he always carried there; he untied it, contemplated the features, and the momentary happiness which he had just experienced, as well as the cause of that happiness, only recalled, with too severe a remembrance, the sentiment which had already rendered him so guilty towards his father: This reflection renewed his remorse. "Eternal recollection of my life!" cried he: "Friend so offended, yet so generous! Could I have believed that any pleasurable sensation would so soon have found access to my heart? It is not thou, best and most indulgent of men,--it is not thou who reproachest me with them--it was thy wish that I should be happy, and, in spite of my errors, that is still thy desire: but at least, may I not misconceive thy voice, if thou speak to me from heaven, as I have misconceived it upon earth!" FOOTNOTE: [6] Lord Nelville seems to have alluded to this beautiful distich of Propertius: "Ut caput in Magnis ubi non est ponere signis, Ponitur hic imos ante corona pedes.".
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