"It makes me sick and trembling--with fear and horror--I can't bear it.

It's comin' now.
Ah! Ah! Ah!" I remember feeling inexpressibly shocked and horrified.

I was not used to such scenes.

The room seemed to swim; I could hardly stand or see.

To settle myself, I spoke to the woman about wines and medicines; but I seemed to hear my own voice hollow and from a distance, and started at the sound of it.
But Arthur knelt simply down by the bedside and said, "I think it will make it easier if you can only fix your thoughts on one thing.