[Memoirs of Arthur Hamilton, B. A. Of Trinity College, Cambridge by Arthur Christopher Benson]@TWC D-Link bookMemoirs of Arthur Hamilton, B. A. Of Trinity College, Cambridge CHAPTER III 4/7
He never showed the least sign of being influenced in the direction of spiritual or even religious life by this crisis.
He certainly spoke very little at all for some time to any one on any subject; he was distrait and absent-minded in society--for the alteration was much observed from its suddenness--but when he gradually began to converse as usual, he did not, as is so often the case in similar circumstances, do what is called "bearing witness to the truth." His attitude toward all enthusiastic forms of religion had been one, in old days, of good-natured, even amused tolerance.
He was now not so good-natured in his criticisms, and less sparing of them, though his religious-mindedness, his seriousness, was undoubtedly increased by the experience, whatever it was. On the whole, then, I should say that the coincidence of the revival is merely fortuitous.
It remains to seek what the cause was. We must look for it, in a character so dignified as Arthur's, in some worthy cause, some emotional failure, some moral wound.
I believe the following to be the clew; I can not develop it without treading some rather delicate ground. He had formed, in his last year at school, a very devoted friendship with a younger boy; such friendships like the [Greek: eispnelas] and the [Greek: aitas] of Sparta, when they are truly chivalrous and absolutely pure, are above all other loves, noble, refining, true; passion at white heat without taint, confidence of so intimate a kind as can not even exist between husband and wife, trust such as can not be shadowed, are its characteristics.
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