But not one of these men who protested and made love to me, would have put themselves out to do what Harry Luttrell did.

It was fine--yes.

But for three years I have been wondering whether Harry Luttrell would not really have been kinder if he had thought of his own comfort too, and had never travelled to Exeter to befriend me." "Why ?" asked Joan.
"I should have thrown myself out of the carriage and saved myself--oh, so much sorrow afterwards," Stella Croyle answered in so simple and natural a voice that Joan could not disbelieve her.
Joan clasped her hands before her eyes and then gazed again at Stella sitting in front of her, with pity and wonder.

It was so hard for her to understand that this pretty woman, who made it her business to be gay, whom she had met from time to time in this house and had chatted with and forgotten, had passed through so dreadful an ordeal of suffering and humiliation.

She was to look closer still into the mysteries which were being revealed to her.
Harry Luttrell had held Stella in his arms just as if she had been a child herself whilst the train rushed through the bleak winter country.
Stella had behaved like a child, now sobbing in a passion of grief, now mutinous in a passion of rage, now silent and despairing under the weights that nothing, neither sympathy, nor grief, nor revolt, can lift.
"He took me home.