[The King’s Achievement by Robert Hugh Benson]@TWC D-Link bookThe King’s Achievement BOOK III 20/22
But he became quieter as he knelt now; the bitterness seamed to sink beneath him and to leave him alone in a world of peaceful glory--the world of mystic life to which his face was now set, illuminated by the words of the nun.
He had seen one who could see further than he himself; he had looked upon eyes that were fixed on mysteries and realms in which he indeed passionately believed, but which were apt to be faint and formless sometimes to the weary eyes of faith alone; and as a proof that these were more than fancies she had told him too of what he could verify--of the priory at Lewes which she had never visited, and even the details of the ring on the Prior's finger which he alone of the two had seen.
And then lastly she had encouraged him in his desires, had seen him with those same wide eyes in the habit that he longed to wear, going about the psalmody--the great _Opus Dei_--to which he longed to consecrate his life.
If such were not a message from God to him for what further revelation could he hope? And as for Ralph's news and interests, of what value were they? Of what importance was it to ask who sat on the Consort's throne, or whether she wore purple velvet or red? These were little matters compared with those high affairs of the soul and the Eternal God, of which he was already beginning to catch glimpses, and even the whispers that ran about the country places and of which Ralph no doubt could tell him much if he chose, of the danger that threatened the religious houses, and of Henry's intentions towards them--even these were but impotent cries of the people raging round the throne of the Anointed. So he knelt here now, pacified and content again, and thought with something of pity of his brother dozing now no doubt before the parlour fire, cramped by his poor ideals and dismally happy in his limitations. His father, too, was content down below in the chapel.
He himself had at one time before his marriage looked towards the religious life; and now that it had turned out otherwise had desired nothing more than that he should be represented in that inner world of God's favourites by at least one of his children.
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