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At Home And Abroad

CHAPTER II
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At other times he was handsome, but then beautiful, though of a beauty saddened and abashed.

For a spiritual light borrowed from the worldly perfection of his mien that illustration by contrast, which the penitence of the Magdalen does from the glowing earthliness of her charms.' "Seeing that he preserved silence, while Mrs.P.grew still more exasperated, my father rose and led his wife to her own room.

Half an hour had passed, in painful and wondering surmises, when a gentle knock was heard at the door, and P.entered equipped for a journey.
'We are just going,' he said, and holding out his hand, but without looking at them, 'Forgive.' "They each took his hand, and silently pressed it; then he went without a word more.
"Some time passed, and they heard now and then of P., as he passed from one army station to another, with his uncongenial companion, who became, it was said, constantly more degraded.

Whoever mentioned having seen them wondered at the chance which had yoked him to such a woman, but yet more at the silent fortitude with which he bore it.
Many blamed him for enduring it, apparently without efforts to check her; others answered that he had probably made such at an earlier period, and, finding them unavailing, had resigned himself to despair, and was too delicate to meet the scandal that, with such resistance as such a woman could offer, must attend a formal separation.
"But my father, who was not in such haste to come to conclusions, and substitute some plausible explanation for the truth, found something in the look of P.at that trying moment to which, none of these explanations offered a key.

There was in it, he felt, a fortitude, but not the fortitude of the hero; a religious submission, above the penitent, if not enkindled with the enthusiasm, of the martyr.
"I have said that my father was not one of those who are ready to substitute specious explanations for truth, and those who are thus abstinent rarely lay their hand, on a thread without making it a clew.
Such a man, like the dexterous weaver, lets not one color go till Ire finds that which matches it in the pattern,--he keeps on weaving, but chooses his shades; and my father found at last what he wanted to make out the pattern for himself.


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