So I found a way.

I didn't forget that I promised mamma that I wouldn't make any plans; but I thought this was different.

Fani knew what he wanted to do; only he couldn't see the way clear to do it, and I was just going to help him.

Don't you see?
And there was a dreadful thing that happened when we tried that way; but I can't write about it now, it is a long story.

I'll tell you by and by.