29/35 It was partly pity for your mother, who began to droop at once. It was partly that I might keep my wound bleeding for my soul's salvation; and partly--I see it now, but I could not then--because I believed, as before God I do now believe, that in his secret heart I was the woman your father loved, and I could not give him up. Then he came to Pinewood, but he was not allowed to see your mother. Then, in the same ship in which he had come from India, he returned; and after he was gone all his letters were given to me. |