[Rambles and Recollections of an Indian Official by William Sleeman]@TWC D-Link bookRambles and Recollections of an Indian Official CHAPTER 4 5/27
'I have', she continued, 'tasted largely of the bounty of Government, having been maintained by it with all my large family in ease and comfort upon our rent-free lands; and I feel assured that my children will not be suffered to want; but with them I have nothing more to do, our intercourse and communion here end.
My soul (_pran_) is with _Ummed Singh Upadhya_: and my ashes must here mix with his.' Again looking to the sun--'I see them together', said she, with a tone and countenance that affected me a good deal, 'under the bridal canopy!'-- alluding to the ceremonies of marriage; and I am satisfied that she at that moment really believed that she saw her own spirit and that of her husband under the bridal canopy in paradise. I tried to work upon her pride and her fears.
I told her that it was probable that the rent-free lands by which her family had been so long supported might be resumed by the Government, as a mark of its displeasure against the children for not dissuading her from the sacrifice; that the temples over her ancestors upon the bank might be levelled with the ground, in order to prevent their operating to induce others to make similar sacrifices; and lastly, that not one single brick or stone should ever mark the place where she died if she persisted in her resolution.
But, if she consented to live, a splendid habitation should be built for her among these temples, a handsome provision assigned for her support out of these rent-free lands, her children should come daily to visit her, and I should frequently do the same.
She smiled, but held out her arm and said, 'My pulse has long ceased to beat, my spirit has departed, and I have nothing left but a little _earth_, that I wish to mix with the ashes of my husband.
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