23/31 [January 15.] I find it so much more advantageous." But the next day she sleeps till half-past six and laments the fact. O, that I could feel perfectly clear of all the deviations which have been enumerated. O, Morality, that I could say I possessed thy charms! O, the happiness of an innocent mind, would that I could say mine was so, but it is too far from it. I think so much of my resolutions to do better that even my dreams are filled with these desires. She would wake up in the night and mourn over it. |