44/45 It seemed that when he lay down and drew his blanket over him the action was the last before utter prostration. And there he lay for a long while before he felt that he had begun to rest. The hours of strained effort were now as if they had never been, and he wanted to think. Earlier in the day he had dismissed an inexplicable feeling of change; but now, when there was no longer demand on his cunning and strength and he had time to think, he could not catch the illusive thing that had sadly perplexed as well as elevated his spirit. |