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Sevenoaks

CHAPTER XVIII
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In his stupid vanity, he had fancied that his own personal attractions had won her heart and her allegiance, and that she, and not himself, was the victim.
He had tried to use her in the accomplishment of outside purposes; to make a tool of her in carrying forward his mercenary or knavish ends.
Other men had striven to hide their unlovely affairs from her, but the new lover had exposed his, and claimed her assistance in carrying them forward.

This was a degradation that she could not submit to.

It did not natter her, or minister to her self-respect.
Again and again had Mr.Belcher urged her to get the little Sevenoaks pauper into her confidence, and to ascertain whether his father were still living.

She did not doubt that his fear of a man so poor and powerless as the child's father must be, was based in conscious knavery; and to be put to the use of deceiving a lad whose smile of affectionate admiration was one of the sweetest visions of her daily life, disgusted and angered her.

The thought, in any man's mind, that she could be so base, in consideration of a guilty affection for him, as to betray the confidence of an innocent child on his behalf, disgraced and degraded her.
And still she walked back and forth in her drawing-room.


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